Im so
Hidden and youre never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But theres nothing that you can do to me lately
Now Im greatly accepted in the mind so Im confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that Im the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations thats too fast
To think about and most people cant dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
Well embark on a journey thatll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences
Im so
Hidden and youre never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I am my own worst enemy
Im not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I dont pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My minds not in proper working order or in therapy
The brains confused and mentally abused
Lifes been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you dont know me by now, youll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, Im falling apart
Im such a mess and decisive, Im fading away
Im out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I through it away
To become the maniac thats got your attention today
Im so
Hidden and youre never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
Can you keep a secret?
Well Im afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But Im still alive... and been floating since 95
With my chin held high but Im so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because its just a bunch of shit that I cant deal with right now
And Im tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day its even deeper and Im steady sinking in
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, Ill grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
Thats the same reason I hold on and never let go
Im so
Hidden and youre never gonna see
Im cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
Im no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
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